Gravity is just not cooperating. It's keeping me on the ground-- not letting me soar enough to have that itchy chip on my shoulder melt...I just have to get closer to the sun, one way or another -- Or I get cranky and deppressed and just downright rude. I tried jumping butgravity pulls my legs back on the ground reminding me that me jumping is not working...and it even had the nerve to pin the blame on to my weight. I swear to God I saw Li Mo Bai jump and soar and dance on bamboo trees. So what makes him so special that gravity lets him fly just like that...oh -- never mind, he died at the end of the movie.
*Sigh. So what do you do when you are in pain? What do you do when you feel suffocated? What do you want when you just can't bear to stand on the ground anymore? What do you plead for when all your bargaining chips are down?
I stare at the walls. There is nothing to do...unless gravity sucks my eyeballs out. yuck.