Feeling something wrong about something?

Do you ever have that feeling that something that shouldn't be happening is happening?
like your favorite dress getting ripped for no particular reason?
like your husband cheating on you?
like your bestfriend talking behind your back?
like that chocolate bar being stolen from your fridge?

That feeling that something, somewhere -- is just not right.

The thing with women's intuition, is that it's usually correct, especially when it's about your partner cheating on you. Am I not right ladies? we always have a sense that something is not right, regardless of the fact if he says he loves you everyday, every hour, every minute. Regardless if he kisses you everytime you come home...unexpectedly, you do't feel happy...jsut because...something's changed...all we have to do is wait to see that something...and usually, it's a girl, in mini skirt, high heels, and a make up that's more perfect than yours.

So what do we do? we often make them blurt it out, only to get screamed at, accused of, and just be told to that we are paranoid...how hurtful can that be. Don't they know that we can feel too? that we can sense difference if we are being "loved" differently these past few months?

So you don't love us anymore...why just not leave and save everybody the time and effort and humiliation. Leave and leave softly and gracefully. Just vanish without a trace after saying sorry that you floundered on your "till death do us part" vow.

So what I'm trying to drive at? your cold heart, i guess.

other tests you might want to try out... more when you click on one of the tests

Your Lust Quotient: 49%

You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it. Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild!

How Much Lust Do You Have?

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

You Are a Werewolf

You're unpredictable, moody, and downright freaky. You seem sweet and harmless, until you snap. Then you're a total monster. Very few people can predict if you're going to be Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde. But for you, all your transformations seem perfectly natural. Your greatest power: Your ability to tap into nature Your greatest weakness: Lack of self control You play well with: Vampires

What Kind of Monster Are You?

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

how abnormal am i

Deviant is a word that I often love. It connotates a certain rebellion to conventionality and order. Not that I love to wreck things and relationships but I don't want to be another society's zombie. Often than not, I get myself in trouble, just because and inspite of myself... My life is weird and my character is just too complicated...Nobody gets to glimpse at my soul...except for one. The word abnormal may come to mind, took a test to gauge myself...and the result is posted below. heheheh!!! but before that, a background (from wikipedia on the word abnormal ^.^

ABONORMALITY http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Abnormality_(behavior)

• One criterion for "abnormality" that may appear to apply in the case of abnormal behavior is statistical infrequency. This has an obvious flaw — the extremely intelligent, honest, or happy are just as abnormal as their opposites. Therefore, individual abnormal behaviors are considered to be statistically unusual as well as undesirable. The presence of some form of abnormal behavior is not unusual. About one quarter of people in the United States, for example, are believed to meet criteria for a mental disorder in any given year¹. Mental disorders, by definition, involve unusual or statistically abnormal behaviors.
• A more discerning criterion is distress. A person who is displaying a great deal of depression, anxiety, unhappiness, etc. would be thought of as exhibiting abnormal behavior because their own behavior distresses them. Unfortunately, many people are not aware of their own mental state, and while they may benefit from help, they feel no compulsion to receive it.
• Another criterion is morality. This presents many difficulties, because it would be impossible to agree on a single set of morals for the purposes of diagnosis.
• One criterion commonly referenced is maladaptivity. If a person is behaving in ways counter-productive to their own well-being, it is considered maladaptive. Although more tenable than the above criteria, it does have some shortcomings. For example, moral behavior including dissent and abstinence may be considered maladaptive to some.
• Another criterion that has been suggested is that abnormal behavior violates the standards of society. When people do not follow the conventional social and moral rules of their society, the behavior is considered abnormal. However, the magnitude of the violation and how commonly it is violated by others must be taken into consideration.
• Another element of abnormality is that abnormal behavior will cause social discomfort to those who witness such behavior.
• The standard criteria in psychology and psychiatry is that of mental illness or mental disorder. Determination of abnormality is based upon medical diagnosis. This is often criticized for removing control from the 'patient', and being easily manipulated by political or social goals.

You Are 64% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul. You are at high risk for having a borderline personality. It is very likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at medium risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is somewhat likely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

aww, i was told i am adorable...hehehe!
and if ur laughing ur ass off, try the test,
let's see if ur score is better than mine,
and post it here...yeah, that's a dare bleah!

karen's birthday bash + reunion ng tatlong itlog

After my trip in Sg and Malaysia, Greg and I flew to Cebu the day after my bday...I was so happy coz, the day after my natal day is Karen's turn. Not to mention that I haven't been to Cebu for more than a decade now, regardless of the fact that it's just a 45-minute plane ride (walay pamasahe hahahah!). Excited and flushed from my previous trips, it was a pleasure to go to a place where familiar faces and intimate hugs are waiting for you. Anyways, one bonus is that kitten is also in Cebu...so the three of us went to have a good time together...wishing Kate to be there at the same time, but grinning like wild dogs because of the fun we are anticipating, now that we three have finally found time to be together.

Karen is my partner in crime...we both do the dirty work, while Kitten covers for us with her innocent miming look. But before you judge us, it is kitten who is the "palahubog"* in the group...drinking as early as 6am...hehehe! coz she works at night as a telcom specialist. mweheheheh!

We scoured Ayala for dinner and went to Mango for some karaoke...the karaoke part was kinda hard - we have to wait - when we got our reservation, we decided to go to Karen's apartment so we can stop hauling my luggage - which, by the way heavy...then the inevitable happened...i fell asleep...needless to say. no karaoke happened. grrrrr.

Seeing the two of them brings back high school memories. It's amazing how we've managed to keep in touch and remained friends despite schedules and distance.

Fast Facts about Cebu (http://cebu.islandsphilippines.com/)

Often called the "Queen City of the South" and the Seat of Christianity in the Philippines, Cebu is the country's oldest city. Exploring Cebu City, one encounters a rich historic past. Cebuanos are extremely proud of their cultural and historical heritage, a legacy which has endured thru the centuries from the time the great explorer Ferdinand Magellan first planted the cross on Cebu's shore.

*palahubog - glutton for alcoholic drinks

Dat Curious Award

Last December 05, Jay a.k.a the "Dat" in Dat curious has posted his 100th blog entry...(clap! clap! clap) -- CONGRATULATIONS!
to commemorate the occasion, he's given out awards to his avid readers, fans, and friends... and i got one. yehey! (yes the blog is about me really, not him, heheheh! - i got an award, i got an award...heheh!)...

Anywyas, what made me love about his blog is not only does he has catchy phrases like - SEX FOR THE CURIOUS MIND, YOUNG AND OLD... but that his blogs are not the typical too ironed, nor too kinky for one to read...it's just the right stuff to make you feel you've learned something worthwhile...plus it makes you laugh...it's educational, debatable, and funny. what more can you ask for?... (errr - sundae? sorry man, u have to buy your own whipped cream)... His blogs are particularly varied as it plays around the subject of sex - from laws to positions - a typical guy mentality (they think about sex 70% of the time) -- only this time, it's worth the while and supervised. hehehe...

CONGRATULATIONS DAT CURIOUS

give me a farewell kiss

special moments are often moments tha don't last a lifetime...but those moments are tend to be remembered forever...they get stuck somewhere between the right hemisphere of our brain and our tonsils - where we the push button is readily available for pushing. they haunt us and often brings about memories we would always think to be too good to be true...or too scary that we ask ourselves why we did it.

they fly too fast.
they taste so sweet...
and it often warms the soul or leaves us cold...whichever comes first.
so goodbyes become so hard when preceded by such an experience...
goodbyes doesn't really matter without those experiences.
Goodbyes are not necessary between people who treat eachother as strangers.
Even enemies, as they say goodbye to eachother feel a sense of nostalgia and a loss of purpose especially when they've hated eachother for a long time.
Goodbyes doesn't have any meaning between two indifferent people who could care less if you walk out that door...
Goodbyes only hurt if you don't want to say it.

But goodbyes are enivitable. Every beginning has an end just as life has death. But goodbyes are also choices... others kisses eachother's cheek as a sign of farewell because they chose to, others just do it inspite of themselves. We human beings just love to cut ourselves deep...just to know if we are still alive...coz the fact of the matter is, a too-sweet-life is numbing...and goodbyes are knives to make us bleed to live again...

after the curtain closes

you cannot believe the flashing lights. And so many people are waiting to take your pictures. Roses are being thrown at your feet with the crowd cheering your name. They want more, they crave for more than what's being offered. They clap their hands in a rythm, seducing you to again give the performance of your life...but when the bulbs die down. after the people have become tired of the noise and the laughter. after the stage has been cleaned...you go back to your own little self - euphoric for a moment - but definitely deafened by the silence. You ask for sleep but your mind gives you no rest. You clamor for the bed, but its empitness gnaws at your soul. Your tandem has left...and your not on the stage anymore.

The phone rings. You pick it up. And somehow, that call transcends the distance...but its not enough. Never enough. And like the crowd that cheers...you hum the name you long for. you sing the melody of missing the company. you dance in loneliness...making yourself sick by sending blank stares at the blank walls. You are not Sad. But you are not overjoyed. You are suspended...until the phone rings again.

i'm back!

at last my unit's been fixed and my file retained. woohoo!
so happy im back on the world of personal-impersonal-net-connection.
im so happy...kampai!